okies.

get a hold on myself first. i din think dat im starting to lose control and so into goth stuffs.

i was reading some kind of book, which kind of 'introduce' me about goth fashion and stuffs..

and i found it interesting and tried to go for soft goth.. and i remembered very clearly, i wun go to the extend of putting on black lipstick.. and whatsover...

but as i shop for goth stuffs, i get even more absorbed into it.

0mg..

i wun say im a devout christian, and did not say goth style is banned in christianity,

but i did not really like these kinda stuffs earlier on..

when i first shop for goth stuffs, i felt alittle 'guilty' abt it..

and now, im totally losing control of myself..

im even attracted to black lipstick nw. wthwthwthwth.

i dun wan to be like this man.

tot of trying goth style for fun..and now im like in trouble..

and hence, i go browse manic panic stuffs..

the black rose, black lipstick, black nail polish...and white powder...

in a casket/coffin box.. looks so attractive to me. wad have i become?

damn, if iknew this wud happen, i wun go and try goth stuffs int he first place.

it's like addictive?

im so dead.

i even bought a skeleton necklace behind my mum's back.

okies. to some of u, it's not big deal, but still, i NEVER EVER LIKED this kinda thing before..

wads got into me.. shit.

and i even wish to have a goth boyfriend now.. okies.

im mad now.

i sooo wanna buy this.. all the goth goodies are inside this cute coffin box..and i wan to buy their black satin rose...