ehem. ytd's rambling has been done and it felt way better...

tho it doesnt make any difference to the situations..

i think i might have bottled up these feelings too much/too long.

suppressing it and

forgotten..

since, it came back, i noe one thing for sure,

it hurts, but i dun wanna loose it ald.

im too tired to repeat the same old cycles agn.

these feelings,

i wanna treasure it till the time that i can find my answer.

i wanna keep it, till the time when i can rly forget abt it.

so for now, it'll be a hurting yet precious feelings to me.

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as a fool, i wondered, have my feelings reached u? tho mine is juz one of the many.

no.

one of the whole lot many and dun stand out at all.

a hypocrite, fake love i guess.