hm, wad to say? i oso dunno how to rly describe my life nowadays.

yeah. im sick.

and when im sick, im totally emo and useless.

i dunno. when im always sick, i always feel lonely. haha. wad a gal.

fever +cough combination.

most irritating thing ever.

i cnt even concentrate my work. wanna do, oso suddenly like no mood.

and oso, i've been thinking, i dunno myself anymore

i dun even noe wad im doing.

but i think i improved alittle.

is dat i did not avoid the boy who was being teased wif me all the time.

:)

im trying to let it go alittle, still walk wif him, hang out wif him, go back wif him.

i just pretend nth was heard, even tho the jokes and scandals are still around.

but i rly need to treasure this frenship, cos i noe i'll regret alot and sad if i loose it.

well, not only him, wif everyone i noe now.

tho i had one more gd fren, he's nice to me too. but he's rly vry err,

playful/teasing around...

other den dat, he's nice. i dunno wad he think of me,

probably just any normal fren, but i think

he's a great fren.

he's always around giving nice advice to me.

and im rly happy dat deres another person, other den melodee,

who could give me advice.. well,

i mostly chat wif him on msn recently,

while in sch, okok lah.

got tok and tease around, but i think when in msn, he's more kinder??

lol..

after all i've been thru wif frenships,

i dunno y but whoever is dere or gives me advice, i'll totally love them for it.

dats y i love melodee as my fren and sister. ^^

since, im sick, and usually think alot,

dats y im being so emo/mellow here.. it's me i guess.

i always need a person who i can depend on. i dunno y.

im useless and unindependent.

i only noe, i always regret things dat i've done without thinking...