haiz, literally rot the whole day man.

all i do is wake up, eat, den rot all the way till now.

doing nth.

well, damn sian..

even when im slacking all the way, my mind is not slacking and is active on thinking of him.

grrr. damn irritating shit.

it's like keep bugging my mind and rly piss me off sometimes.

but still cnt help it. grah.

i dun wanna care abt these anymore, but sometimes the more i ignore it, the more it comes.

so, i just let it bug me till it fades/numb me.

but still no matter wad happens, i have to carry these feelings wif me alone.

cos im happy the way it is, and love dun expect anything isnt it?

be it self-consoling or wad, but i guess, so long as i have these feelings,

i'll be dere for him if he needs me, and i'll quietly back away if he doesnt need me anymore.

:)