hm, i think i have completed half of what i wanna complete.

well, i dun wanna say anything much,

but,

i've done his essay for him ald.

i've been fretting dat i couldn't finish up his essay and mine,

so i've made up my mind to chiong the essays in library.

well i did. ^^

i even borrowed books and sift thru it and READ it.

well,

i cnt believe myself either.

i dunno y or im not saying anything here, but,

i always end up doing his essay finish first. -_-

at first i thought, maybe i done mine den i could do his, but well,

IN the end, i still done his finish.

arghs.

i always got dat not accomplish feeling if i haven done his yet,

cos i dun wanna break my words?

well, he nvr force me or anything, but,

i dunno.

i could have liked him too much, dat im willing to do anything for him.

or,

i just wanna repay him back for him treating me so gd last time.

(tho i wish he wud treat me as gd as last time, even now)

but at least, i DID mine halfway too, so im ok wif it. i left a few more paragraphs and im done i guess.

anyways, heck.

even my ex i din even do anything for them.

-.-.

nvm.

i just wan him to be happy. (:

noble words agn. haiz..

i wonder if i can keep up wif this.

i dun care for the future, but, at least im living now, at the moment,

so at the moment, i still like him.

so most probably, im keeping up wif it.