im pretty hardworking at blogging now, haha.

since i noe sch is reopening soon, and it'll be a dead blog agn.

tho i try not to let it be.

and, oso, i've finally finished my own essay today. :D

gosh. at least i've not let myself down.

haha.

i might willing to do or help him in anything,

but im so not neglecting myself,

cos sometimes, i think i shud deserve better ...

but sometimes maybe not..

i dunno.

haiz. he said thks to me alot,

and im happy he's happy for wad i've done.

^^

it's a great feeling but tho,

everytime he said thks, i just dunno wad to say to him..

i just said to him normally dat it's ok and all...

and told him he did help me sometimes too...

but in my heart, my ans was, becos i like u dats y i helped u. LOL.

well, he DID help me alot last time..

and he DARE to tell me he forget what he had helped me other den helpng me sanding foams for our assignments..

guys...

haiz.. y some guys are just so indifferent?

i dunno wanna feel sad or wads dat word?

erm, like give in to fate ald?

i forgot the specific word!

argh.

but den, yeah. dats all for now.

wishing him to AT LEAST be a alittle smarter and hurry up realise my feelings.

tho, dere's a teeeeny weeeeny chance dat he might noe,

and just pretend not to noe it, or just be as usual him.

zzzzz.

if dats the case, fml.

haiz. ok. im done ranting.