just find out im bloggin so much more often during holidays den sch days.. haha

holidays got alot of free time, so might as well, vent/find something to do(blog)

but i try to not fill my blog with rubbish and craps tho.

im supposed to feel better after i vent ytd, well, it did made me feel better.

im allowing myself to go with wad i feel like,

and each steps is kinda hard.

it's like in the middle of a marathon, u can run slow or fast,

but best if u dun stop at all till u reach the finishing line.

whoa.

im like crapping agn, but it's kinda true.

even if im sad, happy

smiling or crying

i still have to get on with each day?

yeah. dats wad i come up with now.

the best i can choose

i'll be having fun with designing many more projects/assignments...

and i rly hope i could go overseas for the sch trip for dxpd or wad.

isnt it fun like to go overseas with frens once in a while without parents? :x

of cos it is...

and i rly have to buck up my works and get my grades right before i can enjoy the sweet outcome.

which is gng for sch trips.

x)

i think my life isnt dat bad except for sometimes,

i still go thru shit situations in sch.

everyone does tho.

be it wif frens or enemies...

i dun wan to be too dependent.. tho i still am.

low self-esteem, low confidence, not socialising-type, dare-not-voice out type,

keep it to myself-type

is all i am.

i cnt change overnight but im trying to change all of dat.

and im trying to find distractions, tho i think, it's kinda late and im falling deeper ald.

just wanna prepare myself, so i dun fall daat hard in the end, and i wun be broken too badly.

preparation wud save me and have lighter heartaches. :)

alot of emo/crap post recently, but well, who cares.