kns.

i totally had a hard time keeping myself awake during gems class. srsly.

i shud have realise dat my gems is abt music appreciation so dere'll be alot of classical music..

and i chose the 8am slot which i have to wake up around 6am/7am...

and it's when im freaking tired..

i literally cnt hold on ald... so i just slept... tho i put in effort to keep myself awake..

well,

holidays coming, i SHALL chill, enjoy and relax as much as i can..

and take some time to sort my own feelings/prob out..

and i'll be feeling great as new!

i dun care too.

im gonna change quite alot.

i'll try not to be too timid, sensitive, idiot at directions and altho i dunno is gd or bad thing..

i dun wan to be too soft hearted and wanna harden my heart ALITTLE..

just alittle..

i've been stepped over quite sometime.. not saying anyone here tho, cos kind of it's my fault,

cos i dun dare to do anything abt it..

plus, i WANN DYE HAIR.. I DUNNO HOW MANY TIMES I'VE BEEN SAYING THIS LAHH.

well, rly got prob choosing colours now... D:

arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

well, gtg, tata