a day at home.

i bought alot alot of snacks to eat at home and slackk......

tho i shudnt be slacking at all lah.

after ytd's epic emotional period,

i got ample of slp..

i slept at 2am and woke upat 3pm... i think i've recharged my energy and slping hrs..

tho im still kinda 'recovering' from the damn tired period.

felt alot better today den ytd.

acheli everything is kinda simple.

it's just i cant seems to see properly or make it difficult for myself.

im living in the present, so i shud do things for the present,

at least for now.

since im feeling this way, liking him, y not like him until when my feelings fade?

i mean, since i dun trust myself whether it's a real love emotion or just infactuation/crush,

y not just feel this way until it eventually fade.

if it's just a crush, it'll fade and i'll be ok agn.

if it doesnt fade, i think i found my ans, dat really like him for real.

i dunid to do anything now.

since like, no rush, no expectations, or wad

it's just me making it difficult for myself.

y not just go easy on myself for now.

if it's meant to be, or if this time a real love, eventually it will be.

if it's not meant to be or he just doesnt like me AT ALL, dere's no point in pushing it either.

no point worrying abt dat fact.

ytd's emotional and cloudy day had disappeared,

and bingo,

the solution and realisation just hit me,

im sure i'll be fine.

just gotta buck up working on my emotional side and of cos, buck up on my PROJECTS.

gd luck to me.