wanna regain my freedom and happiness soon.

dun wanna be tied down by these feelings.

easy said, but hard to be done.

and SINCE when, my blog post have become mostly abt him.. -__-

gotta do something abt it..

lucky thing is i nvr let him noe abt this.

at least, nth will happen.

i dun intend to let him noe either. noeing him as a fren, he doesnt like this kind of thing.

same goes for me.

i dun rly like things like this, like so complicated.

better for me to keep it to myself, rather den let the person himself noe.

i need to regain my cheerfulness like last time.

im sick and tired of being so down.

tho, i still have happy times sometimes.

let him rest assured dat, i wun do anything, cos i dun wan to either.

i wun say out or tell.

tho, i'll have to keep this to myself till it fades in time.

let these feelings fade like how his fades too.

tho im not sure how long it takes, or wad.

mayb, some other guys may appear in my life ans save me from these feelings?

or it just fade naturally, and i'll regain my freedom and happiness.