what do i wan to be after i graduate?

i have an old and big dream/aspiration last time.

to be a singer and dancer.

but have no courage to do it and am lost for how to start.

so i gave up.

plus, im thinking and thinking, wad exactly shud i do. im lost too.

and now, i feel so empty.

srsly,

it's so ironic how i kept wishing for holidays to start or for my workload to disappear when it piled up.

now dat it rly disappear, nth to do at all,

i feel so empty. i miss gng to sch ald? wth?

today is just sunday too. srsly wth.

and i rly miss him.. am i gonna not communicate and not seeing him for at least 7-8 wks?

argh.

im well, nth much to him already. im just a gd fren,

and sometimes i feel foolish to be the only one missing him.

and wad.

im comfortable wif things the way it is now, but sometimes, the path aint always so smooth for me to walk on.

and im excited for the chalet, wonder wad fun things i might enjoy.