think things at my own pace, and so on.
it's just i go wif the flow bah. i rly, erm, think dat now, i wanna go thru my studying period peacefully. i dun wanna any probs anymore.
in the past, i've said dat alot of times, but failed to fulfill,
but it comes to a point, where i rly had enough,
i do it.
i mean, i try to stay away from any probs or wadeva thing. but it doesnt mean i stay away from ppl.
haha. like c'mon, i nvr change anything im just the same, and i treat anybody the same too.
i may not be as fun as any others, nor i may not be the socialising type dat ppl likes,
im not lonely nor emo-ing. im just being me already.
i've been trying to keep up wif ppl and try to open myself up just for the sake of others,
which i think, enough. i be myself, and if ppl likes or wans to tok to me, it's totally fine. (:
i welcome dat. i dun wan to be a person for the sake of others, if others cnt accept me, den so be it.
i dun wanna live to become wad others expected me to, but to live wad i wan myself to be.
if ppl thinks im emo or wadsover, i can live wif dat now.
im not the past me which always tries hard to tok alot and be hyper just to prove ppl dat im not emo. it's.. tiring. and yeah, ever since i got over 'him', i seldom speak to him anymore. well,
not dat i dun wan to, it just happen like dat.
and it's not on purpose too. i just go wif the flow as i've said before.
so... gd luck to me for the 2nd yr.
