suddenly, i just found SoMA,

School of Music and Arts.

they offer dploma in songwriting and music production.

omg..

i wanna go... since i might not take up the route to designing, ok, MAYBE i will, but,

i wanna have a diploma in music too.

ok. maybe...

i wanna try for an audition too, but,

still, the very least if my audition failed which is hope not,

but i still can do music... i wanna do music...

i dunno but i wanted to..

so i think i have new dreams in me,

and am thinking abt it. im kinda happy. haha, cos im not a lost sheep anymore...

i have something in mind at least, to keep me moving, instead of just moving forward with nth in sight....