i used to fear being alone.
used to fear being left alone.
used to yearn surrounded by ppl.
but all is different now.
in the end, i always put myself in solitude.
whether it's intentional or not,
it always end up with me doing my own things.
not being afraid anymore and rather, i got used to it and kinda like it.
and im no longer a scaredy cat.
as in being scared to be alone at home, dare not to be alone in the living hall during night.
afraid of gng to the toilet alone at night...
instead, i came to develop interest in supernatural stuffs.. -.-
well, like, it's interesting to me
and i love gothic stuffs, skeletons and all little creepy stuff.
ok.
PS: EXCEPTION; I HATE CREEPY INSECTS OR ANY INSECTS OR SLIMY SOFT INSECTS
i even have the idea of having my wedding dress being black and have black roses.
haha. my mum wud surely kill me if i do dat for my wedding.
well, that is IF i even marry in the 1st place...
after all the rant, it's jus i felt myself 'evolved' to like things that i disliked in the past.
it even became my interest.
i wonder if anymore things in me could change in the future.
