thnks to my proj and sch days dat i've totally forgotten abt my blog.
now i've come back to rant agn :D
2 more wks to holidays agn! whee!
i rly dread to go sch nowadays. like dere's no motivation for me to go.
plus it's not like i hate design, but i rly think im not suitable of being a professional designer.
im not so hardworking or very enthusiastic abt it. i prefer it to be my own little interest/hobby.
i dun take my notebook everywhere to start sketching or rly do alot of research abt materials inspirations.. etc.
if i wanna be honest, i dun rly noe wad i wanna do.
even if i've always said dat i wanna be a musician, can i take the stress and pressure from it?
since music is similar to design, i've come to think abt it now.
plus, i have not much music background and i rly doubt myself.
but i do love music myself though. i cant live without music.
every single day, i'll always listen to at least one music song or wadeva. like,
i wud nvr go by the day without listening to a single song at least.
in public transport, or in my dad's car, my iphone is my bestfriend.

sleeping time, music. till i go to my dreamland.
bathe- occasionally i bring my iphone to listen to music.
i jus love how music can really tell the story of my life.
the lyrics and the tune acheli create a scene in my mind whenever i hear it.
it's like the lyrics is telling the story, and the tune is bringing the words to life and creating the feeling/atmosphere.
sometimes, im stuck for words to describe wad i feel/want. or even my fears.
but lots of songs out dere written by some people always helped me to say my feelings or life.
the right song would always be my life story teller.
i have to pull myself back together and get going.
to rly think wad i wan to do in my life/future.
im already in poly, i need to think now, before it's too late.
tho im sure i cant be a full time designer... though i might consider for part time...